a soft glow from the setting sun  freckles and flushed cheeks  dancing little girls with big dreams  fairies and peaches  messy, juicy, and stuck in our teeth  flying on the trampoline  riding our mystical dragons as we sang  pretending to be the age we now are  we believed the world … More The ending of Ira

rekindling the spark we once had blowing it out but i fanned the flame ¨i never forgot¨ please tell me your looking into my eyes with hidden lies a slow finger tracing my face your calloused hands a longing look of relief im pleading the truth is hidden, that i … More A burning warmth

For once change is good that must’ve been startling the meaning of change is different maybe the weather is convincing

Honesty is never happiness is happiness ever honest it might be a metaphor something of the future a one day an accomplishment for your suffering a confusing choice optional the opposite is forced upon me my tears fall without my decision my body’s weak and it’s not my intention smiling … More Association with yellow

the infinite abyss of darkness  i’ve skimmed the surface and I’ve fell in i’ve ran when i’ve seen it, i’ve cried in therapy.  i’ve written it all down and shown it too the world then i buried it in the backyard of my old house on silver lane kicked some … More The infinite Abyss

i will forget about poetry i will lose myself for you  i always do  i feel sick when you don’t answer  i cry when we argue  i’ll never forgive myself  i’ll judge  i will become you  i will learn too love movies and forget what i want  because that is … More heavy, like bricks

so close i had the very tips of it in my hands right as i adjusted my hand slipped. i reached and polled and tugged trying to hold on to the little piece of left in the air  even that got lost and i couldn’t justify why i still cared … More opportunities

turning around and looking at things far back with new eyes and wisdom is like watching a little child learn how to walk knowing they will fall on their next step

Loving eats me alive i lose myself too love my thoughts are overtaken  my mind is overwhelmed and dry and my heart is thinking  i obsess over nothing I wish it changed  but it’s a steady roller coaster  i forgive when it’s unnecessary  im too much  i don’t stop when … More something about love