i will forget about poetry i will lose myself for you  i always do  i feel sick when you don’t answer  i cry when we argue  i’ll never forgive myself  i’ll judge  i will become you  i will learn too love movies and forget what i want  because that is … More heavy, like bricks

so close i had the very tips of it in my hands right as i adjusted my hand slipped. i reached and polled and tugged trying to hold on to the little piece of left in the air  even that got lost and i couldn’t justify why i still cared … More opportunities

turning around and looking at things far back with new eyes and wisdom is like watching a little child learn how to walk knowing they will fall on their next step

Loving eats me alive i lose myself too love my thoughts are overtaken  my mind is overwhelmed and dry and my heart is thinking  i obsess over nothing I wish it changed  but it’s a steady roller coaster  i forgive when it’s unnecessary  im too much  i don’t stop when … More something about love

something so criminal about the touch of a finger when my skin still remembers you  the fibers of my soul whisper your name   a gapping darkness in the flow of reality  When my mouth opens and rises to my ears the heft of you weighs its actions  the frown of … More Secrecy